The Suicide Note

Its not a suicide note, it’s my expression.
Maybe, I shouldn’t write this .
I’m an Artist, thats what fascinates me
Trees fascinates me, clouds fascinates me
You fascinate me and “beyond” you too fascinates me. I don’t know why, but,bcoz I’m an Artist, it all fascinates me.
The “Will” of closing my eyes,
Is the appeal to see another “You”.
I see a staary night with mountains and shining moon in the sky. The wind breezes…I can hear them all. Here, it seems everything is under control of me.
Before, I leave….Yes, believe me , I have left.
Thats how I’m still with you.( Having conversations even when dead )

Unanswered quries.

Wrote while listening
Music- Ek Dil hai,ek haan hai (Padmavat)

Beginning

So, it’s 5:48 a.m. in morning which marks my beginning of writing blogs,so as I kept the title of this post.Once I thought

Dated :30 Nov, 19, 2:50 a.m.

The above image image explains the reason of my writting.

Few hours ago, I was trying to sleep ,but, suddenly got an idea, a concepts for designing jewellery. Then I realised mornings are great. It has happened with me before also when I was trying get over on somethings, motivate myself and sat whole night at terrace thinking of all those stuffs and suddenly sunrise began to start. I don’t now what was there in the moment, whole of my anguish vanished in seconds when I saw sun rising and was very motivated from that day onwards.

The same realisation came to me this morning at 5:48 a.m. too. ,If morning marks the beginning of new things let’s complete an incomplete plan of writing. Dowloaded the app and marked the beginning.